I Feel Like I Never Had Parents? I am Considering Suicide Please Help Me.?

I really hope you don't hurt yourself. It may feel like there's no hope right now but think of all the things you can do. You could help out teenagers who have gone through the same things you have gone through. I think you could really make a difference. I don't want to tell you what to do but just wait a few days before you do anything and maybe that will change your mind.